where are you
when
i need you?
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PoseidonPoseidon
- 2007-08-15 @ 07:27:12
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alecweston
Pro - 2007-08-15 @ 23:23:19
This post was written some weeks ago
(There's another one, longer, with the same title somewhere)
and I have forgotten my mood at the time.
I think I was envying your ability to be so self contained and self-possessed.
What can you do?
It's not like that, is it? "doing"
But it would be nice if you accepted my long-open invitation to my Friend, at any rate in the blog sense
alec-
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PoseidonPoseidon
- 2007-08-16 @ 04:36:38
alec,
that friend list thing is a stressor for me
other people's automatic comments arriving
at my doorstep uninvited distract me,
pull me away from my focus at my task at hand,
my life tasks)
its not that I don't want to be friends with you
anyway whats this thing about only being friends if one is on the list ? ever thought who on your list is actually your friend?
its actually the fact of my priority
to take care of my tasks
than to get distracted over niceties that go nowhere and does nothing but bug me
Comments that come in uninvited do carry me away
I can't afford that
I'd prefer to buy that pair of Gucci Boots
in fact I want to clean the list out more
its already on the minimum
yes the what can I do,
(as in the what I Can Do)
do you want me to comment on your blog ?
here's a trick to if you want to know from my blog, from me. Just ask questions, but don't tell me what to do (thats a big booboo) but I know you better now so I won't take out the automatic insta Kill Bill sword.
Don't envy
(pointless, won't add to you,
makes you feel the gap even more )
if you want those qualities within you
I can show you
comment with you in blogs
over time
we have everyday
since we blog everyday
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alecweston
Pro
- 2007-08-19 @ 00:00:32
I agree about "Friends"
The system annoys me. If I was beginning again now, I would not chose 3/4 of them. Someone "sacked" me today and I feel mighty relieved. One day I may start again.
Envy is not the right word. "Admire" is better.
I think we know our differences better now.
I will never rid myself of liberal romanticism ["If I ruled the world..."] even if I treat it with irony.
Your self absorption I find - shocking. Hypnotic. -
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oh geez man
I didn't know you were looking for me
what a shock to come across this post while looking through what you have written
(in one lot yes )
what's up ?
what can I do for you ?
I hadn't realized what a lot you are going through
I normally leave people to unfold themselves over time before I get involved in anything.
wow what an invitation !
say the word
what do you need from me ?