Be warned: dreaming is dangerous territory. Indeed, to be safe, it is best at all times to avoid sleep altogether. If you are unable to do so, you are best advised to take up an OBLIVION mental exercise program, complete with American spelling
@ 2014-08-22 – 23:04:08
@ 2014-08-22 – 04:17:12
Why am I awake?
@ 2014-08-21 – 22:38:20
I keep getting ino a muddle about thw drugs I'm meant to be taking.
I'm sure they'll all help to reduce my blood pressure.
@ 2014-08-21 – 12:29:20
Just a hunch
@ 2014-08-21 – 04:37:49
...of overnight indgestion
@ 2014-08-20 – 11:28:39
I have just had a Brain Scan. Invisible to the naked eye (I am told) my mental passages are glowing with a blue dye.
Every little helps.
@ 2014-08-19 – 04:20:56
Tell me quickly before I have another Nazis-won-the-War nightmare. I want to finish the night with some peaceful sleep...
@ 2014-08-18 – 05:25:18
I think I'm glad that I don't ever hear voices in my head - but part of me feels disappointed.
How about you?
@ 2014-08-17 – 21:10:20
@ 2014-08-17 – 07:14:26
Some forgotten, anguished event in my late adolescece? I don't know; I can never believe he is real. He's always made me shiver - and not in a aexual or musical way. I once tried to mime him in a pop group and miserably failed. I am still blushing.
@ 2014-08-15 – 01:55:11
... beyond roynelson?
@ 2014-08-14 – 11:23:18
Your legs are lovely, but do you have a soul?
@ 2014-08-14 – 03:22:26
Our tiddlewinks are corrupt.
@ 2014-08-13 – 13:03:05
@ 2014-08-13 – 05:45:20
A new way to tap dance
@ 2014-08-12 – 22:50:18
I need to breathe...
...slowly, deeply, beautifully...
@ 2014-08-12 – 07:34:20
I saw the hospital's senior Stroke consultant yesterday.
"All" I have to do is bring my blood pressure down to about 130 over 80. Yesterday it was 153 over 95.
It's the Italian Coffee, stupid.
@ 2014-08-11 – 21:16:48
Profound, flippant nonsense leads the way to a softer kind of shoe
@ 2014-08-11 – 03:38:41
Danny was a philosopher, a do it fast man. He ran six casinos in Ruislip alone and shot four men who played honky tonk piano bstter than he did. Say what you like, though, he made George Osborne ecstatic in bed and if it hadn't been for the murder convictions he would have made a first rate MP.
@ 2014-08-11 – 02:03:43
@ 2014-08-10 – 19:56:51
I wish I werf in love again..
@ 2014-08-10 – 01:17:14
Tests last week revealed "everything was clear" buy I still have too much pain.
@ 2014-08-09 – 04:00:04
My overnight indigestion is the worst it has ever been for incomprehensible reasons.
I'm meant to be travlling bu train to see my mother tomorrow.
(Actually this medicine is heloing me feel slightly better}
@ 2014-08-08 – 22:44:39
I want to have a dazzling brilliant idea.
@ 2014-08-08 – 10:23:36
Today I am going to reinvent myself.
@ 2014-08-07 – 14:03:46
Alien Al Noodles soon available in low carb form.
@ 2014-08-06 – 23:19:42
I knew I would lose the walking stick
@ 2014-08-06 – 04:19:33
going on so
@ 2014-08-05 – 10:41:33
Since my Stroke and its aftermath, I've been "looked after" too much.
I want my autonomy back. With the best will in the world I am being "looked after" too much. I don't want to rant or go into too much detail. but - for example - my medical papers are being filed, every other day (I now discover) literally behind my back in a file I didn't know existed.
I'm feeling a bit better more or less every day. I don't bother to take my stick on every trip any more. I'm even pondering a trip by train (and taxi) to my mum's. A trip to London.
Is thzere a tactful way to tell my caring, intelligent (modestly paid) helper to give me space to breathe? Or do I mean fuck off?
@ 2014-08-05 – 03:14:38
am I so often awake at this time of night?